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Losing My Marbles

A childhood memory gone missing.

Fleener the Librarian
showed me how to play
with ooglies and smoothies
and glassies on a battlefield
ringed in chalk.

I remember him with hair.
Each night, the riders return
and stable themselves in top-drawer
comfort painted green.
Think them safe, think them constant,
and rest assured as weary.

Tomorrow comes but once.
Pink speckled green speckled red
conjuring ribbons of clear
with sleight of hand.
Identity circumnavigates each globe
as burrowing clouds in eternal sunset.

The colors now swirl as one.
On a day when travel was forbade
on pretense of impropriety,
the stable doors let loose
their prize possession
and allow them to bolt, abetted.

Joy stole future joy.
Aim for center, flick to click.
The rush to possible conquest
distracts the shooter’s roll
and finds instead another
to claim. Serendipity.

The rules escape me today.
Champions no more, the swirls
rolled away from me as I slept,
still clackety for invisible patrons
yet scattered in my mind where they remain
mibs for another shooter.

The cat’s eye became blind.
My sack weighs heavy with joy
over its content;
My bag announces its strength
in clackety crashes, staccato
as cracking knuckles before the fight.

The noise was louder yesterday.
I was never asked for their leave
and so left them buried in thought,
the inevitable and unsuspecting
defeat of a childhood game
dominated by adults.

I never thought to ask to be asked.
Each day brings glory
in tiny balls of victory
too numerous for the original pouch,
too fond of the future to rest
content with spare room.

Present company excepted.
Perhaps exchanged for quarters
parked briefly in a garage;
Possibly acquired for spite
to prove a point of order.
Phased out by maternal instinct.

Her victory is my lost.
The glory travels with smiles
in carriages fit for things
and rides along
in search of others of its kind
to grow through assimilation.

But never the same again.

By Kevin Makice

A Ph.D student in informatics at Indiana University, Kevin is rich in spirit. He wrestles and reads with his kids, does a hilarious Christian Slater imitation and lights up his wife's days. He thinks deeply about many things, including but not limited to basketball, politics, microblogging, parenting, online communities, complex systems and design theory. He didn't, however, think up this profile.